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Goodbye Yall
Also you were never personally invited
The Kass situation was just a bunch of misinformation I was unfortunate enough to spread, due to them being the reason I got my foot in the door to work alongside IllFonic. BY ALL MEANS THIS ISNT GLAZING, but I felt like I owe a lot to them, so seeing the possible reason she may have gotten fired due to spreading a leak, honestly made me feel a certain way.
As for the racist and bigot allegations, @CraFTSmaN_YT began to integrate me for nervously laughing (because i unfortunately laughing during serious situations), and hurled threats to “expose” me as a racist which just like Twitter, this place will easily gang up and crucify you without a second thought. Plus I was a young YouTuber who didn’t wanna get in any form of drama or trouble so it freaked me out knowing they could flip the script as such.
I may not be a victim or try to be, but everytime I do try talking any form of lore or nerd out it’s met with lashes of criticism. Even when snapping I know I’m not this innocent angel I try to be, I know I can be nasty and I have, even at IllFonic. However I still try to be a positive force, try to welcome those who have been criticized like me from people like yall gave me a sense of duty. I don’t know that’s just how I felt and honestly I don’t regret from the amazing people I’ve met. Again I never viewed myself as perfect, never wanted to give that impression so when IllFonic selected me and gave me a basket of gifts, I was excited to share with the community to say “hey they still listen” or “there’s still a chance”. I wanted to help reassure everyone something was cooking, especially as a small YouTuber it was nice to have been noticed by a game company because when will the next time that will ever happen?
IllFonic explained that BIG THINGS were coming and that everyone in that group had a part to play, so I slapped on a smile and waited for when our “next project” was coming, but it never did. When we asked what our next moves and came up with possible advertisement we were met with silence or a literal machine like script answer. Then came the supposed BIG UPDATE we were waiting for and possible reason to get the group to help make another video again only to be surprised by the Tank mask. Obviously I was livid and went to the IllFonic employee to get answers, it was an explosion of emotions when we realized that he used us to claim the corporate latter and abandon us after that. This is my explanation for why I joined the IllFonic sucks train, there was more we were going to do but they shut us down, I was excited to help make things for this community but my dreams were shot down by the realization of what happened.
So yeah, as for “you’ll be back” and I’m dead serious when I say, I won’t be. If IllFonic doesn’t release something Earth shattering good of an update that fixes PHG’s for good I’m not coming back, especially if a new DLC drops. I’m done and I wanna move on to greater things and do better, especially working for a company for free.
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Not by you but by a member of your group, and I eventually did join at one point but left.
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I addressed that the main problem was IllFonic & the Community, or what’s left. The Mov mentality here is Toxic and scared away all the good members of this community. I never believed I was owed anything from this community, all I wanted was to be included, share what I could bring to the table. What did I get from it, criticism I couldn’t change, I wanted so bad to be yall you guys, the cool kids at the table but each new thing I brought was looked down upon. So yeah, respectfully maybe I’m just not looking for the approval anymore, maybe I want to try something new somewhere else.
Again I’m very self conscious about my face and voice, I very RARELY post on my face in the selfie chat of my discord. So when I did, it was me opening myself up to my community.
So seeing it here, the last place I wanted to see it, it honestly hurt. I know we didn’t see eye to eye but still it felt low @BeerWarrior66
Yup, saw that coming, honestly should invest in a voice changer
Or simply wanting a polished product of such a big IP is expected. We all want to see Predator Franchise succeed, but stuff like this ain’t it. It could be used as a stepping stone for better games but I have more fun playing a game from 2005 then this.
bro why you acting like he showed your ip i get it but chill
Welp I’m glad you had the decency to at least cover my face and my mother. Also how on earth did you get that photo of your not in the discord anymore? Dude seriously?
1.) After that, all selfies were removed
2.) It is weird for you to just post my face in another community out of my discord, where I was hoping it would stay.
3.) Why out of everyone here, are you coming at me like this? I didn’t wanna work with you and I didn’t want problems from you, I just wanted to do my own thing.
Seeing that you’re still in my server after being banned and such is crazy behavior don’t you think?
It’s just something I feel, I just personally want that privacy to stay private on my server. They are personal and just wish for them to be respected, that is all.
It was a heartfelt post I wrote to him, I wanted to show that even if we didn’t talk we were still friends on some level. I was reaching out to someone I guess didn’t care. I’m sure if anyone here just started posting photos of your irl life it would be weird and uncomfortable as they clown on you.
As for the Dutch 2025 Cosplay I made, or tried to make because it was my first ever cosplay I made I wanted to do for the community. I was stepping out my comfort zone, so yeah…
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Yo wtf. I take lunch and all hell breaks loose lmao
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lmao… I love this shit
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Your decision to revisit the situation and offer your viewpoint showcases your integrity, especially since it required venturing beyond your comfort zone amidst the immediacy of the events, a move that likely surprised others, even hours afterward.
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Here’s the thing about my Nomad Character, he’s a mascot of the channel of mine. He is both a character to do skits and sometimes I use him to talk to the audience. It’s one of the ways I feel comfortable talking with my audience without showing my face, give someone something to look at it.
When it comes to my community, I love them. They are amazing people, artists, cosplayers, and so much more. So when we share possible interests I wanna show them my interests to that interest by making something fun. Our whole thing in my community is story telling or OC’s, so when given the opportunity to make a Varient of Nomad, I find it fun to what they could be or what stories they hold in that universe. In similar terms, because it’s fun to imagine.
Glad my heart to heart is amusing.
I know, that’s why I started my YouTube, going to collage to be a Game Designer, and getting ready for my next adventures.
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