Really? You’re a clown whose parents split up, and left you with zero attention. So now you feel any attention, good or bad, is good for you. You crave human connection, but have no way to get it in a way that feels natural. You’re a child at heart that deserves pity, but ultimately gets none. You seek pain as a way to compensate for that nagging guilt in the back of your mind.
drops mic
Am done.


