Same. I may come out with like 1.5-2k Pred damage and tend to be the one to end the match by Pred kill, but I suuuuck. FT is my weakest side. Its not hard to emulate the people you’ve listed, so its not hard to play decently well, but to actually be ON their level or the level of the top PS players is near impossible for most of us. And I accept that. I play solo knowing full well I will either kick ass and chew gum or get it in my ass and chew cum.
It all really comes down to one simple thing for our buddy here: git gud.