Feels like ages ago now that you could say meaningful things were added to the game, or that the community was overall fun. Year 1 was truly the best time of this game, I wish we could just roll back to it.
Was the same here for me. Early on I only played FT for the easy VT, dabbled a bit in Dutch when he came out. But then I got suckered into being part of the old CCD (Candy Corn Drip) group. I was the one Pred Main in a group of FT Mains, so only real chance I got to play Pred for a solid 4-5 months was when I wasnāt on with them or if we were doing Privates. But we rarely ever did Privates because they found it more fun to just chill on QP where there was rarely ever real danger from randoms so I was mostly forced into the role of playing FT a lot because āHey we wanna play Quick Play and stomp on some random Predsā and ya just go along with it cause what else is the Group gonna do?
Eventually managed to find people like Beer, Thunder & Sam and started practicing with them on my own whilst CCD declined and ultimately fell apart and then I was able to focus wholly on my Pred right up until Wolf came outā¦ that was the straw that broke the camelās back. The day I basically just gave up. It had been slowly coming, the updates were getting worse, people I knew were leaving the game and it just felt increasingly harder & harder to relax on the game. Hasnāt been the same since, constantly taking breaks, getting rusty, I donāt have that spirit in me anymore, that spark to try prove something.
Maybe I feel fulfilled as is, more likely Iām just fucking livid with how badly Illfonic has treated the game post Year 1 and seeing my favourite boy, Wolf, get so utterly fucked up made me snap a little.
A part of me wants to dissuade ya from trying to focus too much on the game, having been there myself and all, but on the other hand its your call to make and you seem way more aware of the problems with this game then I was back in the day so youāre unlikely trying to cope with the fact so much time has been spent on a game that keeps on declining from Devs that donāt give a shit.
